I blogsurfed and one blog stood out. That blog made me think that there are two worlds which circled around a subject, religion. She, an avid worshipper. She embraces her religion wholeheartedly. Practicing and fowarding what she have learnt and capturing people with her love for her religion. I, on the other hand, questioned my religion. I simply could not stand there and consume what is given to me on the palate. Im driven by my analytical thinking and she is standing on faith alone. Though she lives near me, i feel that as if we're living on different worlds albeit having the same religion. Somehow, i wish im more like her, believing in my faith and not questioning it. But no matter how hard i tried, i could not. My interests clash with the religion im in. Many times, i feel thoroughly sinned though sometimes i ask, what is sin?

I know my questions will always be unanswered. Questions like... If god loves me, then why do i have to suffer when i die? Why is hell created; to make us a better mortal? Is there even religion; or people believe there is, to hold on to something (that is probably isnt there)? Funnily, im gripping with the fact that some extremist are bombing themselves for the sake of their religion. Does god want that?