fitrifarina.
I procrastinate. I take photographs. I draw. I dream big.

Just to set the record straight, I didnt blame you. Read if you dont believe.

"Im not. she did it first. She did "demean" me or i wouldnt say anything. I was going through ALOT ytd which people didnt know but have they spare a thought that maybe im having a tough time at sch?NO. no one did care. So people go ard thinking "Hey im better than her because she retained. Shes so dumb she cant get anywhere." and thats what you call friends?Oh maybe they say, "She reads so much but in the end she only got a c5." Oh, thats a nice comment. I dont "demean" people if they dont do it first.Dont tell me how NOT TO "demeanise" people. You think i dont know how it feels? Ive been getting a fair share of being "demeanized" all through sec sch.So tell me, do i have the rights to "demean" someone?"

For a second i didnt blame you. I was defending myself. Sorry if you got offended and to answer you question,

"do u like it when u try talking to some1 nicely n she gives u freaking attitude?"

Ive been there and done that. Ive tolerated but unfortunately she doesnt change. My bad.
I changed. To defend myself. Why would i be the weak Fitri who everyone thought they can bully the last time? I need to fight my own battles and make sure no one insults me anymore, let alone hurt me. Oh pity me, people though whatever they said wont hurt me huh? The last time i checked, it did.

It was amir who made that joke and the replied snide comment was about me. Isnt that wrong? I am not guilty but I am made to be the victim. Why should i be insulted when i did nothing? Cant i defend myself on this? By tagging my board, Ezza, you made me sound as if i was the wrong one. Wasnt she the one who demeaned me in the first place? If you knew me, you would know that i wouldnt bite if they didnt bark.

Like i said, you wouldnt like me when im angry.

I'm through with doubt9:07 AM