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fitrifarina.
I procrastinate. I take photographs. I draw. I dream big.





Wednesday, August 30, 2006





Minor changes to make my skin it less glaring. I think im gonna use a new skin soon. Im getting tired of this.

You know i just thought that maybe i might wanna post an entry about how angsty i am today but my second thoughts pulled me back. I dont want to be mean.

Since tomorrow is teachers' day, i think i might have fun but maybe not since people i might not want to see will be streaming in school. Which is bad since im running on a low morale this week. Its like once the gates of hell (thats what i call the school gate anyway) opens, all the bad omens and spirits comes in. Like a Pandora's box, it brings frowns than smiles. Like an Evanescence video it gives you a morbid feeling. I for one dont need that but i dont have a choice do i?

Rubbish surveys gives me a good feeling and im gonna do that.
Plus Linkin Park always makes me feel good. God, im gonna do both.

Survey One
First off, let's get to know each other. How are you today? Not feeling well & quesy
Really? Why? I'm bored, I don't want school to start, & I've had a headache since last night.
So, what's your name again? Fitri you dork.
What was the last thing you ate? Yesterday's Kinder Bueno
Are you listening to music now? Yes
What is it? Linkin Park's Qwerty
What kind of toilet paper do you use? Made of money. Then?
Do you know anyone who doesn't use toilet paper? Brad Pitt.
Are you crushing, single, or taken? Taken and locked with a handcuff. Ooo...kinky.
Have you ever seen a live hippo? Yes and it looked distinctively like me.
I'm a pirate. Sure, but you're no Jack Sparrow.
Do you have any medical problems? Yes.
Do you have an iPod? No.
What kind? I dont have one but my fuckingly irritating sister has Creative.
What do you want to name your kid if it's a girl? Fay
What if it's a boy? Raphael
Is there anything you're obsessed with? Yes. Linkin Park, Mutton, big hands...theres more
I like Ebay. Why?
Did you ever wet the bed when you were little? Yes.
Do you wear polos? Not often.
Do you shop at Hollister, AE, Aeropostale, etc...? No but I have one Hollister tank.
How about Hot Topic or Journeys? I love Hot topic but dont have them here. Sad aint it?
How many shoes do you own? Not enough.
Are your school dances good or bad? What dances?
What is the closest thing to your right hand? remote control
Look behind you. What do you see? Something blue.
Do you have any pets? No.
Bush. erm...okay?
Are you for or against abortion? Against.
Have you ever been to New Zealand? No.
How about Iraq? No.
Or maybe Japan? No.
What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own? Nothing
Object? mobile phone
What color do you absolutley despise? Pink but somehow my phone is pink.
When was the last time you wanted to kill someone? Oh... I lost count.
Do you like Lamb Of God? No
Are you one of the few who don't have a myspace? HAHAHA. Yes
Do you have a myspace, but find it quite boring? Its fine
How do you feel about this survey so far? Eh. Boring.
Have you ever heard of deviantart? Hell yeah. Love that site.
Which of your friends have you known the longest? Shido and Fahtin
What color are the walls in your room? Blue.
Is there a scanner near you? Yes.
Where's your cell phone? There.
What kind of music do you listen to constantly? Linkin Park.
What song can you play over and over again and never get tired of? LP!!
Have you heard of The Postal Service? Yes. Its dumb (sorry shida and steve)
How about Jack's Mannequin? Yes.
Pick one good friend. Explain one memory you have with them. Korean snacks?Its pretty self explanatory.
Are you subscribed to alunassurveys? a what?
If not, you should be.
How many X-Rays have you had? twice
What for? head and throat.
Is there something you should be doing instead of this? Yes.
When was the last time you got so drunk you couldn't remember your name? Never.
Have you ever smoked weed? No.
Have you set your hair on fire? No.
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes.
Have you ever been kissed at all? Yes.
Have you made out with someone before? Yes.
Oh, let's hear about it. No.
What color is your underwear? Black
Do you wear boxers? Girl boxers. yes.
What's your favorite flower? Peach roses.
Do you have allergies? Yes.
Who is your best friend? Hmmm...
Let's hear about them. No.
Don't people who lie to make themselves seem better suck? Yes.
How many insturments do you play? One.
Do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? Yes...
I want a chinchilla. ew?
What are your plans for this weekend? Sleep
Are you in a band? No.
What grade will you be in next year? hopefully GRADUATE.
Can you draw well? Possibly
Jesse Lacey = GOD? Who?
Nah. Brand New sucks. Oh.
Do you even know who Jesse Lacey or Brand New is? no.
Do you even know what MUSIC is?! Yes.
Have you ever ran into a door because you didn't see it? Yes.
Do you know who People In Planes are? No.
Where does your dad work? NOT TELLING.
How about your mom? Not telling.
Have you ever been to the hospital? Yes.
I hate the taste and smell of coffee, but I drink it anyway because I need the energy because I don't get any sleep during the night. What about you? I love the smell, I need it and I drink it.
Do you use teeth whiteners? I have, but I don't.
Do you think your fat? Duh.
How much do you weigh anyway? Heavy
Do you have OCD? I think I might.
Doesn't 50 Cent suck? Yes.
What drink do you drink constantly? Cool still water
Do you still watch animated Disney movies? Yes.
Have you ever been to California? No.
Do you like spandex? No.
What is one thing that you've done that a lot of people said you couldn't? Sing?
Should I end this survey soon? Yes.

I think thats enough for one day. Anyways Amir just told me one amazing fact i didnt realise. I you dont know what im talking about. Look at the picture i posted very carefully. You can see QWERTY on the keyboard! Boy thats amazing. Im feeling very qwerty. HAHAHA.

I'm through with doubt6:42 AM