I procrastinate. I take photographs. I draw. I dream big.
Friday, July 14, 2006
Im in a sombre mood. My friend who was in coma died in the afternoon. It has not really affected me much. I was still joking and smiling. Dont get me wrong. Im not feeling pleasant or happy cos she died. I suspected that it still havent got to me that she really is gone. My mood works in funny ways.
Somehow, it really got to me that anytime, someone might just go away and never come back. RNA(my friend) was far too young for her life to be taken away. The same age as me, she had many things to look foward to. It seemed like yesterday she went out with my group of friends for a exprimary school gathering. Little did we know that she will go so soon and one day, we will one by one go off and never come back like her. Maybe God loves her so much that she was taken so early. I never really practiced my religion properly. I know its not a good thing but i know one day i'll come to terms with it. From young, when a death occured, my grandmama will say that God loves them, thats why they are taken away. I love you my friend. My prayer goes out to you. God loves you and may you rest in peace. Amin.
I'm through with doubt6:47 AM